Come on people. I am so lame at PS work.. lame me.
Can someone make me a banner using this picture? Pretty please. Or.. or.. a WooKhun one.
I will love you forevuuuur. ♥

PS. I've met up with leunah23 awhile ago. YEY. Thanks for the treat, eonni! And see you again soon. ^^

First of all... a warning. An incoherent spazzing will now be told in this post. I guess, I'll post it with all fancams I did and some. :)

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( spazzing time. :) )

I WANT TO ADD SOME MORE.. BUT IT'S ALMOST 4AM NOW. I SHOULD JUST STOP.
MIGHT CONTINUE THIS LATER. I NEED TO SLEEP. I STILL HAVE TWO CLASSes THIS AFTERNOON.

OOOH. ONE MORE THING:
NASAL ALLERGY + SPAZZING MUCH = NO VOICE!! HAHAHA. I HAVE A LOW TONE VOICE NOW. I SOUNDED LIKE A GUY. HAHA.

A FUCKING EDIT!
( ABOUT SHINEE'S INTERVIEW )

MIGHT BE ADDING SOME MORE LATER WHEN I GET BACK HOME FROM SCHOOL. EVERYTHIN'S STILL NOT SINKING IN MY MIND. I STILL FEEL I'M ON CLOUD NINE. WHAT MORE FOR MY FRIENDS WHO WERE ABLE TO SEE THEIR FACES SO UP-CLOSE? WTF. WTF. WTF.

EDIT PART 3.
I stumbled upon the MENT part. SO here it is. sharing. :)
( video goes in here.. )

YEAH. PRAY THAT WE REALLY COULD STALK THEM. OYEAH. They'll be arriving here.. anytime soon.
if only the airport was so near to me, I'd be there for sure.

I didn't have a luck on the tickets.. but as long as I could see Key's hair.. I'm FINEEEEEEEE with it.
Too bad, Taemin has swine flu. I thought SHINee in Phil. would be so damn epic with all of them.

I'm sick. SICK. But I'm still going! HAHAHA.

OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I've had enough of the drama surrounding MAMA last night.
I have my own sentiments too with regards my biases.
Somehow, I'm happy with the results... but not all.



idk how to end this post... LOL.

So here's a MBLAQ perf with awesome new moves. :)

c: absolutemblaq@YT

All my fangirl-ing excitement died down.. because of what, you may ask..
IT'S BECAUSE OF A FREAKING STUPID, NONSENSE TICKETS!!
Goddammit! 750 tickets will be raffled off. So everyone has a 1% chance to be able to grab a ticket. THE HELL WITH ARIRANG!!! TT.TT
Why did they have to do this to us?! TELL ME WAI?!
Last year's event was great.. why do they have to be like this? T.T
Why do they have to limit the people..?! Why? The venue is big.. What's the logic? BS.
This is so frustrating!

I'm freaking disappointed.
THE HELL.

I'll send WooYoung to them. I'll ask him to eat them alive if ever I won't be able to see SHINee with all my fangirl friends. I SWEAR.

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Just to ease my heart.. I watched YoungBae's Wedding Dress..
I FREAKING LOVE IT! SWEAR.
It gave me chills on the side.. but it's so preeeeeetty. I like it more than the first one. Screw me, I even forgot the title.. HAHA.
oh yeah it's Where U At.

I watched Heartbeat.. the MV and the perf and everything related to it..
GODDAMMIT! So precious! O____O
WOOYOUNG. Stop lying on the floor where in fact you are free to lie on my side anytime you want. /flails away.

SHINEE WILL BE IN THE PHILIPPINES ON NOVEMBER 27. OMFG. TELL ME THIS ISN'T A DREAM.. TELL ME!
CAUSE IF IT IS TRUE, I'M WILLING TO DITCH MY INTERNSHIP THAT DAY JUST TO SEE THOSE BOYS.
OH EFFIN' GOSH. BOY, AM I SO HAPPY. I LOVE KOREAN EMBASSY NOW.
i just wish this is mighty true now.. or else, i'll die failing. i'm so gonna be sad if what i read on omona isn't true.


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I'm so dead tired. My internship is killing me. Well, not really. Actually, I'm enjoying my time there. it's fun!!
But the only enemy for me there is my travel time. D: The place is so darn far from my house. I had no time for fangirl-ing. /fail
I stayed there for almost 10hours per day. O________O.
So yeah. So tired. But I just had to release my emotions after reading about SHINee going to the Philippines.


- XD
/changed icon to an appropriate one. ^^

So yeah.. I turned a year older last week. Blah. It wasn't special.. but I kinda enjoyed my day. ^^
Again, big thanks to all those who greeted me. No need to mention each and every one of you. You know who you are.
Big shout out to those people who dedicated a fic for me. It was nice of you to do that. (except heerika cause I already know that she'll be posting.. cause I coerced her to. kk~) And yeah, I was suppose to post a oneshot too last week.. but I failed to finish it. /fails hard. 

But here's my current dilemma. LOL. not actually a dilemma.
I just wanted to cut my hair short again.. but I can't decide on what style should I get.
I was thinking of SooYoung's hair on their TMYW promotions.. or maybe Nicole's hair on their album photos. but it's a bit long..
So yeah, f-list.. help me decide on what style to get. LOL. give me some suggestions.. I really really wanna cut my hair so bad now. IDK what has gotten into me again.

...  and September bid farewell already. WOOOOOH~
I shall be back to edit this post later today... or maybe the next day. :)
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*throws confetti at myself*
THANKS A BUNCH TO EVERYONE WHO GREETED ME!! :)
I won't mention your names.. you know who you are.
Love you all guys. :)

I got this from pincakes whom I rarely talk to.. /sobs hard.

( who loves me the most? kk~ )

[ + ] Sorry, I'm just bored now. And yeah, I'm suppose to be preparing myself for school now.. but I'm too lazy to move.

[ + ] Ooooh yeah. I recently found out that two of my former schoolmates when I was in elementary school were KPOP fans. LOL. I'm not sure if they really are.. but all I know is they like SNSD. Especially the guy.. I didn't expect it. He loves the girls so much and has his love for SooYoung. How cute is that? Thanks to facebook for letting me talk to them again. LMAO.

[ + ] I LOVE JAEJIN even if he doesn't reached the high notes of Hongki. (although, Hongki sometimes can't reach it too. lol) They performed without Hongki.

I should just shut up now and prepare for school now, right? :)

RANDOM STUFFS AGAIN. :D (No 2PM for the meantime.. I've been sad eversince that started.. I wanna smile. :D)

[ + ] I know I mentioned before that I'd stick only to SNSD, Kara and 2NE1... I'm taking it back. LOL. f(x) is getting on my nerves now (in a good way though.) DANG! I'm totally fangirling AMBER. Dudes, she rocked! Although, I really can't see Hae on her. I mean, 'maybe' on some angles.. but still. I see no Hae there. Instead, I'm seeing Minho (of SHINee) on her.

HAHAHA. I WANT HEECHUL/AMBER. Heechul the girl and Amber the dude. FREAKING AWESOME!
/ random.

[ + ] Jang Geun Seok released yet another digital single. I truly love this guy.. I knew he had that distinctive voice.. but stupid autotune ruined it! Really. His rendition of 들리나요 (originally sung by TaeYeon) is so darn awesome! You can really hear his voice.. unlike the new one. I even forgot the title now.. So yeah.

[ + ] WTF. JONGHUN.. WHY OH WHY? YOU BROKE FANGIRL'S HEART. YOU REALLY DID. TT.TT

[ + ] EunHyuk lost in Paris is so darn LMAO. He even posted on his CY that he still wasn't lost. LOL. But he was almost... ALMOST. LMAO. That dude really makes me happy. I can't wait for his arrival back to Korea. WOOOT.

[ + ] SJM. SJM. Frankly speaking, I really didn't have my whole heart approved of this sub-unit.. before. THAT WAS BEFORE. Before they released those EFFIN HOT TEASER IMAGES and the SMOKIN' HOT VIDEO TEASER. My head's about to explode cause I was screaming inside my head. LOL.

( i'll put the pictures under the cut in case you're tired of seeing it on your flist :) )

And just because I'm bias much..


OH BB. YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE EVERY GIRL SWOON OVER YOU. ♥ GREAT.

Now I can't wait till the MV comes out. It has Jessica in it.. Another thing to look forward to. 

I am really really trembling right now.  ;________;
If only I could punch NETIZEN's faces, I will.

YOU ALL ARE HAPPY NOW, ARE YOU? YOU'VE SUCCEEDED. FCK YOU ALL NETIZENS AND ANTIs. FCK YOU ALL.

I first received the news about this when my cousin texted me earlier today. I was in school. And the moment I read the text, I felt numb. I wanted to ditch school and run to the nearest computer. But I resisted. I tried to compose myself. But I wasn't successful. We had an exam and surprise surprise.. Concentartion is not with me. My mind's in Korea with leadah.

Everywhere I look, there's a commotion. Who wouldn't, right? Those stupid netizens let us lose one awesome person!

I believe that this incident affected many fans, not only the HOTTEST. Artists showing support like BOOM (who's close to him and the rest of the boys) up to JONGHUN (of FTI, who posted such a lovely post on his CY) Everyone's really affected.

Thanks to sunkissedcandy for an epic update she posted on her page. I just found out through her that WOOYOUNG FAINTED! ;_____________; The boys, for sure, are really having a hard time now. My heart's aching just imagining the guys saying their goodbye's to him at the airport hours ago.

I would stop here. Cause my heart can't take anymore pain right now. I am suppose to do a school work. But yeah, I still can't concentrate.
Let's just hope that starting right at his moment, he would have a peace of mind that he could find with his family. He really needs that.

"Let's all wait for a beautiful rainbow to shine right after this horrible storm."
/still at lost, devastated. everything's a blur to me now.

OOOH. Before I forget..

[ + ] Someone pissed me off today. And that person happen to be one of the closest friends I have in college. Sucks right? Dammit! Now I missed my old friends. D: /sobs

On a lighter note..

[ + ] A big shout out to heerika and ejkawaii for today is their birthday.. Well, technically, it was yesterday along with Kibum oppa. XDD

[ + ] I know this is late.. but yeah, He's still my first love on SuJu so he deserved this post all to himself. ^_______________^

[ + ] Still on 2PM mode. FLIST, I NEED SOMEONE TO SPAZZ WITH 2PM. LMAO. I'd set a goal for myself. I have to coerce my cousin heerika  to like 2PM too. Wish I would succeed. kk~

PS. If you guys happen to have a bigger size of the Kihae picture here.. please... PLEASE do share. LOL. XDDD

( i haven't done a meme for so long. :) )</div> 

I'm feeling much better now. mmmkay? I'll have to rest more, as what the doctor told me. She even told me not to be stubborn much. kk~ So I'll be spending another 4 days at house.. resting. I miss going to school though.

 OKAAAAAAAAAAAY.
It's been almost 5 days that I'm down with this stupid flu. It sucks bigtime. Really.
I'm suffering.. too much suffering. D: it hurts.
good thing Super Junior is here to help and save me from being a retard sick dude. lol

Thanks for all those who were concern. It means a lot to me, y'know.
*hugs you all*

You Are the Daughter

You very keyed in to emotions. You care deeply and are quick to forgive others. You often get lost in your own thoughts and daydreams. You find it difficult to stay focused. At your best, you are sweet, sensitive, and innocent. You bring joy to people's lives. You are open and expressive. You love sharing your optimistic, dreamy vision of the world. At your worst, you feel powerless and like a victim. Your fear can paralyze you. You tend to complain and whine. Whether your complaints are legitimate or not, you're not one to solve your own problems.

Form Julie again. :Dkim_hae_eun 
I think I have to agree with this. :)

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Got this from Julie. kim_hae_eun 

WTH is this?! Me? HAHAHAHA.
I'm enjoying this much. LMAO.

You Should Be a Song Writer

You have the ability to evoke emotion, tell a story, and hook someone... In a very small amount of words, perhaps with some deft rhyming. Even if you can't write music, you can sure write compelling lyrics. Lyrics so good, people will have them stuck in their heads!

This is so LOL.
I can't even write a good story.. D:
LMAOROFL